and you have just made it a lot worse. you get inside my head like no other, you know how to put little mind tricks on me, you make the inside of me cringe, you make my heart skip a beat, you make me feel unimportant, not worthy enough for you, you put so many thoughts in my head that should never cross my mind, you make me try harder and harder. you make me feel like complete useless shit.
how could you? how could you just text me out of nowhere then all the sudden ask for her number? are you trying to play games with me? what lead you to ask me? your so full of shit. i cant believe anything about you. your a never ending puzzle. and once i feel like all the peices fit, it falls apart before i can actually relieve myself. your not worth it. your not good for me. your really not. plleeeeaaaseee just leave me be. please. just dont ever look at me or talk to me, i just want to be invisible to you. i just cant accept you, knowing that you cant accept me. so why waste me and your time?
